The warmth of the electric buzz gentle flow moving into my eyes from behind a smiling face of a smiling sturdy man the man standing before me The warm light energy flowing down my body down my spine into my legs energizing and waking my bones within the surge of blood up and down my system bringing an inhale a delightful jump of a smile to my own lips the yellow warm light behind him creating a halo Hello! And a blush - a rush - a warmth up in my cheeks! It’s an opening the energy I’m feeling I’m open I want to rush in I want to jump in and also I want to jump away it’s so much. My skin is sensitive electric around him his welcoming so bright - the blood in my cheeks so hot I can feel every part of me alive in this breath caught in between my lungs and my heart - I’m alive and I’m here now I wasn’t here before but I got myself here and he’s here now and he tells me to come in and I want to and I will but for this moment I’m still still me, still just outside, still just wanting to Jump in jumpy and jumping and the chance My hands open, eyes open, feet planted, smiling, okay! Okay, I’ll come in and that means stepping towards him closer to him, moving towards the light towards the opening he’s created in his home for me He only opened a door but does he know what it means for me to be let in like this? I’m going to step inside hour house now, good sir and it’s warm in here I can see how I could see so much light and warmth spilling out from within your house is warm and light but it’s not the house it’s you, you make it warm and light and now I’m light I’m floating through your warm light space it’s nice my feet are moving me but I don’t see them my head held high I’m comfortable here like swimming in warm waters or a bath could I have been reborn just then when you let me in? |
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About SarahSarah Elovich is a writer and performer based in Oakland, CA. Archives
February 2018
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